That is what I have been lately, So sorry fans
A lot has gone down lately in life.
Sorry to Fisch Fail INC for being gone so long, who knows when I will be back again.
Debating on going back to school….. I think I need to but I don’t want to… still deciding.
Also dealing with issues inside my head I guess it’s what we call stress, and there is a lot of it in there!
Been spending a lot of time with a special friend who has been through so much in the last few months and she is
a very sweet girl, confused but sweet nonetheless. My heart has grown big for her but I have no place in hers.
Rather friendship then nothing at all I guess but how long can I torture myself. I love her family, she even got me going
going back to church and I love it. I try to separate myself from her sometimes but then I feel like I am abandoning her
and that is not what she needs now. She needs me and her family and her church family. We are good to her.
On another note, my mom is getting older and I grow worrisome of her health sometimes, it’s just another added stress.
Five years ago I seen myself in a different place then I am in now, I want to know what happened? Did I fall off? Did
I give up? I am still here though even though times are hard and I’ve been told its gets harder before it gets any
I guess that’s just life! Thanks for listening fans I will try to visit more often with more uplifting stories!!! tata!!